Sihvyl wrote:
You know truckernun, I came to find quatationspage about one year ago when I was searching for some kind of consolment for my lost love. Quotes can do wonders in changing your outlook and providing some relief. But on a moreso negative note, the reason I am wandering around here today is because of that same girl. I know, that sounds bad. The thing is; I've done all those things that people tell you to do. I let her fly free hoping for her return, I've cast my line out and caught other fish, and I've watched time tick by with hopes of failing memory o the arrival of someone to take my heart again, and all to no avail. Don't get me wrong, the pain will ease, and hopefully it will go away, but it is a long rough process it seems.
I made this post over seven years ago...
Tonight, I re-read all 23 pages of posts that came up when searching my own name on here(Quotes). It was interesting, due to all my posts being many years old. And, it brought to mind many questions that I could ask others, and topics of discussion in general. But, I think this post represents one of my most enigmatic thoughts, that being: it is this original post of mine that has brought me back to this site over and over again throughout the years. I re-visit it, not only because it is a cached moment of my past, but because of the topic of this post..That girl (Maybe I should say 'woman' now?)
When I said that moving on from lost love was a long, rough process..I had no idea of how long. There has not been a single day gone by in all the years between my original post and this, that the girl in question has not crossed my mind. I feel creepy and obsessive by saying that, so maybe I should say: I continued on with life. I worked. I loved again. I traveled. I played. I became a father. I did..things. And yet,
she never was far from my heart, even with no communication between us during those years.
In the summer of 2011, after well over six years of silence; I was reconnected with this girl through FaceBook. She had continued on with life as well: she was married. Throughout this last year, we have had steady communication, and it still continues. I have merely danced around explaining my feelings to her in this ongoing communication... The implications of doing so are many. So, in stead, I came here. To see words that I wrote so long ago, at a time that was not so distant from the days when I could simply say, "I LOVE YOU."
"Hey! What would it mean to you? To know that everything moves in circles, yeah. Hey! What would it mean to you? To know that it'll come back around again?" ~ Incubus - Circles
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